"u born alone.. u live alone.. u die alone"

this is my temporary place for me to throw my confessions/craps/feelings. dun have to change ur links.. juz change the 'y' to 'i'..

had a stiff wif my best fren n she decided we shud not be contacted anymore. obviously i am sad. im already feeling low by my posting n another meteor hit me. how worst can it get??.. for the better of my best fren n her boo, i shall stay out of her life. thousand apologies once again. dat is y i change to a new place so as she would not know wad i been doin. sound childish but thats what she want. no communication. but i still do want to know bout her. hope she doesnt change her xanga.

lot of my frens had been comforting me/giving me advices. thank u ppl for ur concern. i luv u guys. im slowly climbing the stairs up. come monday i'll be ready to face SISPEC.

i have kept some of the msgs after they found out of my posting;

garick/ex-officer/ex-coach/senior
`awww. its ok man.. ur second chance is in there. a number of sispec trainess will crossover to ocs after bslc
`haha chill la.. cannot crossover nmind wat.. nw specialist money not bad..take the money n fuck off. lesser reservists year also

abg eril/ex-officer/cousin
`never mind beb, still can go ocs from sispec. try to get coy best during bslc

mail/ex-specialist/senior
`remember this> wif pride we lead, got food we eat, got time we sleep, got war we cabut

these msgs shall be kept during my course to keep motivated in one way or another



managed to catch the encore telecast of spore idol. didnt know there's so much hype, frenzy going out the past months. im one of the many others that dont give a damn care bout it. read in the papers, the number of ppl not voting is higher than the votes for sly.. hee.. poor him.. shall not talk much on this subject nemore.. muhahahaha..

my block leave ending soon.. ={ everyday waking up late n sleepin late.. catching up with frens, went climbing, jogging n even swimming! haha.. talkin bout post-BMT.. so sad its coming to an end. nonetheless, im gearing up for the adventures lies ahead!..